i started to have feelings for men since i was a kid....
You see, even during my primary school I started to get attracted to good looking boys.
Haha.. That's why all my childhood friends back then are quite handsome... I'm very choosy you know.. Back then, I'm too young to understand the meaning of complicated words such as "Like", "Love", "Concern" towards people... I don't realize that I actually fall for someone of the same gender as me.... (Arienai tsuno)
For me... this is fated... whether I like or not... I used to ask God so many times..."Why me???" but now, my mind already accept that I'm not like my str8 friends, not even like my father.... But still, my heart can't accept it... but I have to keep walking... I don't have time to wait for my heart to approve my fate and start walking by then because waiting would cost me my time.
"Time is free, but it's priceless..
You can't own it but you can use it..
You can't keep it but you can spend it..
Once you've lost it you cant get it back"
Guess I have to make myself happy.. in my own way..
Ja mata kimasu..
Iekbal
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